Spent time with some of the Youth girls playing volleyball, in the rain. I have like the most horrible headache now. >< But it was fun. Even in the rain, you can worship God. <3
Sheur and Chee’s mean though. They wouldn’t teach me how to play tennis when they already promised me!!!! Dx Meanies!! :(
I actually didn’t plan on liking you this long…
When you left to college, I said that this little crush I have on you will go away. I expected that I’d fall for some other dude within the Youth. I don’t even see you on a regular basis like them Youth guys, yet none of them can make me have these feelings.
You told me that those girls didn’t put in effort to keep their and your relationship going. As for me, I’m more focused on putting effort into our friendship. That’s what I want. And then we can see where our relationship goes. I like you very much, still. But I’m not forcing you on anything. You may not like me, but that’s not stopping me from liking you. :)
06.03.12 :/
I’ve gotta quit feeling sorry for myself for not having a beautiful smile and glistening eyes that someone will fall in love with. I’ve gotta forget that I’m not attractive like them and that I should just quit. It’s how it is. I can’t change it.
06.02.12 Waaahhh…
Today I had lots of fun at the car wash. I wanted to wash the cars but then I was afraid of getting wet. I mean, I’m not scared of getting wet, it’s just that I had to head straight to work after the car wash. And so I held up the signs the whole entire time. It was awesome though! I put the music all the way up on my phone and danced awkwardly. Of course I was only the one partying since no one could hear the music I was listening to. Lol, it was funny because when I crazily did something, Michelle came up to me and said something to which I turned and looked at Hannah and Sheur were laughing… -__- Hahaha, some lady drove by and laughed too. It was okay though. I was awesome for being myself. ^__^ Oh! When we left, I was waving by to the Youth and my goodness! When I saw Little Sue waving adorably at me, my heart sank! He’s sooooooo cute!!!
And I seriously still think its friggin’ cute that you won’t admit that you like me. I mean, it’s written all over your face, yah know. x) But it’s okay, I guess I can see where we go. :)
All these guys are cute and attractive and all, but I will only look at you…
Just had to…
Just because I like so and so, this guy tells me to go date him already. What?!!! I don’t wanna force myself on anyone, that’s stupid! YOU DON’T HAVE TO DATE SOMEONE JUST BECAUSE YOU LIKE THEM! I mean, that’s the point of dating, right? Because you like each other. But if the feelings aren’t mutual, then it’s a no-no. People tells me all the time that the only reason why I think this way is because I’ve never been in a relationship, WHATEVER!!!
A lot of relationships start as friendship. And then it goes on from there. People say that you should date to know the other person better. I agree. But my case was different.
Dude and I didn’t start as friends. Our relationship was more than friends, but less than couples. Don’t worry, we weren’t friends with benefits, LOL!! But like, we got to know how each other are, ishhh. I don’t have to date him to get to know him. So that’s why I told him that he’s just a friend I need at the moment, and I’m being for reals. I can look past my feelings and just see him as a friend. I really can. Of course I really like him, but like I said, I can see him as a friend. Since him and I skipped the stage as friends, I’m going back to be friends with him. Actually, that was more on his part since he saw me as a friend at first anyways. So yea, we don’t need to date each other. Just as long as I could be a good friend to him, then it’s all gooooood. (I suck at being a friend though -__-)
Lol, I’m such a loser. Hahahaha, just had to rant on this. People may think differently, but whatever. This is just how I see it. ><
x)
5 months down, 7 more to go!
I can honestly say that so far, May is my favorite month of this year. So many things happened! It was awesome. :3
But anyways, I think I was right when I said that I feel that 2012 will be one heck of a year(and it’s not even close to ending, lol!). xD
“Oh I can’t help it I’m just selfish. There’s no way that I could share you. That will break my heart to pieces.”
GOT THESE BABES FROM MODCLOTH!!! I was a bit ehhhh at first. I was scared that these shoes might not fit and all. But it does and it’s super cute!! This is the second shoe EVER to make me feel girly. All other heels have only made me feel taller. I think I’m in love with these shoes. x)
<3
06.01.12 :)
It’s okay to admit that you like me. I already know anyways. x)
“Anyone who discovers who God has made them to be would never want to be anyone else.”
Bill Johnson (via itssimplymeeeee)(Source: thecottonjin)
When your crush looks at you and smile:
And you’re like:
Then you go on with the rest of your day feeling like:
via sodamnrelatable
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“Your love for God is unbeatable.” Hahaha, that’s the thing though, it IS beatable! I cannot even compare my love for God, no way! God’s love for me will always overcome. I won’t brag about my love for Him because I fail Him daily, but I’ll brag about His love for me because His love never fails.
(via imgTumble)Once again I look upon the cross where You died. I’m humbled by Your mercy, yet I’m broken inside.
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